lOvEd aT |7:17 AM|
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
school today was as per normal. but homework could kill. lol. hmm i am begining to like chemistry hheheehe. but maths though all the formulae seems easy but when i attempted the tutorial i couldnt bring those things that i learn in lect. in. oh god...i was like pissed. haix. as usual class gt screwd by ccf. the econ teacher. wonder what the fuck is wrong with her brain. is really a sad thing that there is stil this kind of teacher in a jc. 1 hour of tutorial and i litterally learn nothing from her. last part of the lesson was told to do some question from the tutorial in class. had to draw this demand supply curve. lucky kah kin sitting beside him was able to leech ans from him if nt i am screwd. thanks alot kah kin. i pitied one of our fellow classmate got a very bad scolding by her...haix the way she talk pisses me off. i am sure those under her can understand. sometimes i really have a urge to just stand up, walk infront of her and scold her all the vulgarities in my vocab. CCF if ur reading this...this is how i fucking think of u. even ur students can good grades for econs dun be proud. cos its because of their hard work that result in them to getting good grades and its nt because of u. so fucking wake up ur idea!!
alrite so much so for all the bad things, went to kfc with john and wei jie after school. tok alot of cock n went home together...tiring day. and the vicious cycle will start again tml.
lOvEd aT |8:02 AM|
Friday, March 23, 2007
school had started. like what john said on his blog, everything is starting to gear up for me. At least after three months of playing i am starting to settle down. I am gona get a scholarship at all cost. why? the reason is simple...i do not have parents that are filty rich. day by day i see my dad slog all day just to get me to school. looking at his tired look everyday when he returns from work, my heart aches. i just hope that i can get a degree as soon as possible and come out to work...to support my parents.
starting to dift away from OG 27...but i have no choice...i wana get to serious work. Though the times we had tgt are fun and memmorable...but its time i settle down. i apologise if i always pang seh you guys but i really hope ur can understand.
haven really get to see my whole class...hope i will be the kind of ppl i meet in 07s11 under pae. saw a few arrogant ones but just hope that they are easy going people.
lOvEd aT |9:10 PM|
Thursday, March 15, 2007
march holidays are more or less over. first 4 days got eaten up by annual camp. shant elaborate much on that cos i felt betrayed..part c cadets should noe why.
suddenly i came to find that og 27 is drifting apart. i missed those weekly meet ups we had. chris is going to sa..eunice n ying hao going to mass com. now it seems that only me john n eunica are staying in jjc. haix...sadx. i wont be seeing them animore. the guys that pon lessons with me..the times that we played squash together. all this had turn into memmories.
bought my uniforms today...to me it served as a wake up call to me. it is time to get down to work. i dun care how..but i am gona chiong these two years. i wan to get the result of wad william had got. shall tone down in ncc more. to my hq buddies..i apologise if i mia from hq for awhile. wil be back in june for spec. course i hope.
lOvEd aT |6:51 AM|
Monday, March 05, 2007
once again many things happen today. didnt went to any of the lesson in school today. was enjoying my last day in jjc under PAE. literally played squash the whole day. duno why, but jj makes me feel at home. hmm....alrite i declared myself dismissed at about 1pm. went down to queensway to see see look look..got a call from bh sae gt some prob in jj..make me rush back all the way to jj. damn..haha. mom called...asked me go nanyang jc recee...i was lyk wtf? haix ....dun understand her so just took a train n mrt down to see where it is..pretty sian. tml posting is out...just hope that i can remain in jjc. i dun wana go SA..i dun wan to be saint...haix...can someone please save me?
lOvEd aT |5:29 AM|
Saturday, March 03, 2007
ok back from camp feast n ogl camp.now shall blog :
monday/tuesday : camp feast started. gess was there...claps. haha. well morning went rather smoothly and things were on time. was appointed as OC understudy for juliet coy. first time being oc was rather nervous, though i knew what is the job of an oc, but i was a greenhorn in this few. many thanks to my upperstudy Fahmi for the help and guidance. well there was of course some conflicts during the camp. APCs crossing over to another company just because of a rather good looking girl...pc and apcs having conflicts. well thats life. Camp feast nite for this time round was of course better than phase one. well prem and i got arrowed the nite before as emcees for the nite. damn! haha. but working with prem was of course veri good. he's a person open to all kinds of ideas. if without him, camp feast nite wouldnt be fun!
wednesday: pon school todae. live range in hq. yeah! was at hq extremely early haha..but things didnt went smoothly that day due to the rain. cat 2 status for whole dae and the live firing had to be stopped many times as the rain gt heavier. was all wet running to n frow from the range and back to the trg shed. well was really happy with one of the clts. i didnt want to say who is that but just because you are senior you can just sit around in the training shed in your long four and look beautiful.? ? fuck u! kant u see all clts are running abt in the rain to help the cadets and ur just sitting on the ammo box helping to dish out magazines which can be done by the SAF specs. totally dissapointed. went home at around seven after cleaning the weapons. got totally wet after the rain again.
thursday: nothing much happened today. Pon most of the lesson and went for cdc duty at abt 3.30pm. was suppose to bring the classes around to different stations for their cpr and fire fighting lessons. manage to eat the curry puff and spring rolls with vassan. haha...ate infront of the J2s lol. they kant eat them..was meant for us and the scdf people lol. was attach to dianah and nicholas class for the course manage to suan her again haha.went home at about 6.45pm
friday: ogl camp. nah i am nt involved this time round as a camper. nope i am not in planning com too. was on first aid duty. pretty much slack around in the leaders mess. hehe. no casualties so nothing to do. onli went down to find yh and the gang during supper time to chit chat with them hehe. camp till sat afternoon and left abt 3.30pm.
now/ sunday: just back home from bugis. went to the kwan yin temple to do abit of prayers. haha. went to outram park market to buy lunch and here i am now slacking. looking forward to annual camp next friday..yeah!
lOvEd aT |10:19 PM|
Saturday, February 24, 2007
i shall blog about yesterday. Hmm went to watch chingay with Bing He n Lisa. well overall this year chingay was quite good. fireworks was reali nice, manage to took a video down. seems lyk the parade square infront of ngee ann city is big enuff for the protechnics eh? lol. yea another highlight was the lighting of fire crackers at the start of the event. well u can say i am a mountain tortise, but actually its the first time in my life to actually witness the firing of fire crackers. ok so much of the parade, ended at about 9 plus, then went to ceni to eat kfc. haha..lisa eats cheesefries but she didnt wanted the fries??! she onli wanted the cheese? lol. yea went home at about 10 plus.
going for camp feast today, hmm so would mia till wednesdae i believe. hope this camp feast wil be better thn phase one. recently was really thinking about her..wel what christine said might be right. well i should try and ask her out.but, haix i believe i wont have the chance la, what "rights" do i have to ask her out? hmm think i shall stand by the side and just look at her will do and just pray hard that she wont notice it. think i should just concentrate in NCC and school work for the momment first.
*i wana share your sadness and tears with you. i wana stand by u through the problems that u face. i wana hold u hands and cross the obstacles with you..only if u allow me to enter ur heart.
